A Poem about Recovery
Burnt-out but not Washed-up
For many years I did believe
Medicine, was all I could achieve
So when required to take ‘shore leave’
I found myself begin to grieve
My fragile self-esteem was blown
Denied self-worth, I felt alone
Adrift beyond my comfort zone
A future in a world unknown
Ashamed I tried to hide away
Afraid of what the world would say
Filled with anger and dismay
My self-imposed, self-judgement day
And then with time a change began
Less worried, still without a plan
First I walked and then I ran
Paddling before I swam
I slept, I read, I cooked and ate
Gaining confidence and weight
No longer feeling second rate
Rejecting fear, cut off self-hate
A long suppressed creative side
My work and studies had denied
A part of me I thought had died
Returned and helped restore my pride
As before, if you have any thoughts or questions, or even a thank you to the author for sharing her poem, please do comment below. It takes a huge amount of courage to share something like this. (You will need to sign in here to do so if you don’t already have a WordPress account).
what a lovely way to express your feelings.Glad your creative side is having a chance to flourish!
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Thanks Kate! I would love to be claiming ownership of the creative talent there but it is another GP who wishes to remain anonymous.
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